Love Fool

1st April 2009 ...its almost 3 months since i saw you.

The 3rd day of this year, I packed my bag, then hugged you & kissed you good bye.
I was leaving on a jet plane ...knowing that it wud be a long time till i was back again.
I saw the question in your eyes ...I felt the heaviness in my chest and my eyes moistened as i turned to go.
I wonder at times if this journey is worth it ...leaving you behind like that? Whether the material gains is worth the sacrifices of mine and the sacrifices of all those back home. How do i put a value to things like your enthusiastic and joyful welcome when i come home after a hard days work.

I close my eyes and the various things we did together flash across my mind :-
- Our walks together, where I got looks of envy and you of admiration
- Our little fights over trifle matters which we resolve quickly ....you probably do not even recall our fights..'make up & move on' to the next good moment being your philosophy of life.
- The times I pampered you ; My fingers in your soft hair; Me scratching your back.
- You snuggling close; Your wet kisses ...
- Watching you sleep; Us falling asleep together.
- The things you communicated ...
- The way you loved to be complimented ..and be showered with gifts.
- The good times we had at the beach ...

I find it hard to explain to myself why am away ...Not as hard as to explain to you that ....

2Toes ...I miss you.